Reality

I am sorry that I have not written in a while. Things have been a bit hectic around the Mine's household. Anyways, I am back and better then ever, per say.

Reality is hitting me slowly but surely. I realized that in 15 weeks I will go from a mother of one to a mother of two. I will no longer have to devote my attention to a toddler, but i will have to split it between a toddler and a newborn. Not only that, but as of right now, Robert will be in the field in May, so that is not going to be easy at all.

Today was a bit exciting! I ordered a bunch of prefolds today. I now have enough to start Jayden in CDs and I am super excited about it. Now all we have left is a carseat, a double stroller, some more cloth diapers (never can have enough). I even got a organizer for all the diapers and stuff. I mean, this is all very exciting. I know it will dwindle down a bit when I have to start doing the cloth diapers and I have to start dealing with them, but the savings are going to be worth it. I have done my research on it and I know it's going to be hard and if I don't stay on top of it, then things will get nasty. Yet, I am still willing to do this.

I have Robert's full support and he is as excited as I am. I can't wait to get the prefolds and I can teach him how to do it. I am so excited about it to. It's so easy and I hope that once I get the hang of it and the more I do research, I can make my own diapers. I wish I could start now, but I can't. I can't do anything without doing a lot of research into it. I need to make sure that I know the pros and the cons of it all. I don't like to dive head in without knowing what I am getting myself into.

I am wishing that the next 15 weeks can hurry up. I want to meet Jayden and I want to see my mommy. She is coming down to help with Bobby while I am in labor or having a c-section, whichever the doctor decides that I need. I swear, there is nothing like having a piece of mind knowing that my one son is in good hands while I give birth to my other. I mean, what better hands for him to be in then my mom? I mean, I turned out well, plus she has raised six kids. Not to mention, I can't wait to see her and show her where we live and our house. I mean that's the fun stuff about having a baby. The not so fun is the labor.