What a day

Can I just start out by saying WHEW WHAT A DAY? It has been one crazy day that seemed to only get worse as the day went on. I pretty much thought that today may never end, and as much as I kept saying things could be worse, nothing seemed to help.

I could tell that it was going to be a bad day since I had an appt at 8:45 am and since Robert had formation at 8 am, I had to get up with him, get Bobby up and get us all ready and out the door by 7:30 am. Are you serious? Bobby doesn't even get up till about 8 am every morning so I could tell it was a bad day.

Boy, was I right!! The appt was TORTURE/HELL/WHATeVER YOU WANT TO CALL IT. It took almost two hours and the whole time Bobby is getting worse and worse. I am so glad that I had Robert to help me. He volunteered to come with me to help out with the little monster. He had so much on his plate today since he had to install radios in all the vehicles, take a test and some other stuff all before he could leave. He didn't know all this until this morning, but he still went with me. He was late getting back (since the appt took forever) and I feared that I wouldn't get him home until late.

I do have to say that I have one amazing husband. He takes time out of his busy day to help me out even though he knows it will put him getting home later. He still ends up doing all that he needs to do, passing his test and being home on time. I am so blessed to have him as my husband. Jeez, what am I going to do when I have a "whew, what a day" and he isn't here to help me out? I have no clue, but I know that he is doing all he can. I know he is trying to make up for not being here at all next year (even though he doesn't have to, he wants to). He even did a 24 hour shift and came home and spent all day with us. He could have slept and I kept telling him to sleep, but he didn't want to waste any time with me and Bobby. What husband does that? AN AMAZING ONE!!! Boy, do I love my husband.

I am working on things that will make his months here the best months EVER. I have little gifts and little things. I really want him to leave knowing that he did everything he could and I want him to have no regrets. I want him to leave and I have no regrets. I don't want to fight, bicker, complain or anything. These last months are all we have for a long time and they are going to be the best. One month, we are taking both boys to Sea World for the day. I am determined to make it amazing. Even with "whew what a days" :)