WHEW

I hate that I can't really keep up with this, even though I really want to. Everything is so hectic and crazy down here. We just got through a "huge" snowstorm that shut the city down. This "crazy" snowstorm was only 2 inches and it caused so many problems. We lost hot water (kept the cold water), our drinking water was contaminated and we had to boil it to make it drinkable. They had to get electricity from Arizona and Mexico and El Paso was declared a State of Emergency. Really? I mean it was just 2 inches of snow. Where I come from, 2 inches of snow is NOTHING!!

It seems like the every day, my to-do-list just gets longer and longer and my days get busier and busier. I have to get things ready so I can set up a meeting about getting the FRG started, I have to help Robert with his classes since he enrolled, I have to help him get ready for APFTs and keep him motivated towards his career goal. I need to get ready for Jayden's arrival and the list can go on and on. I just sometimes go crazy and I can't imagine how all this will get done. Yet, this is keeping me really busy and my mind off of the dooming date that is coming.

I guess that it is a good thing that I am keeping myself busy. I mean it is keeping my mind off of everything and with Robert going into the field for two weeks this month and then again in May. I am hoping that he won't be sent in the field in May with the arrival of our second. I would hate for him to have to leave for a week when Jayden comes. He is already going to miss soo much with Jayden, I don't want him to miss out on the first couple weeks of his life. I am praying that everything works out where we can have him coming back from leave when they are leaving so he won't be sent. I don't want him going, because I don't know if I can handle being all alone that soon with a newborn and a toddler. I mean, I can handle it, but I am scared to.